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Monday, March 28, 2005

stop it.

just STOP IT.

stop making me feel guilty because you're just so perfect.
but you're my friend.

exactly.

you just make me feel so freaking guilty that i can't do it.
be like you.
make me freaking guilty that i can't open up my feelings.
guilty that i can't be like you.

but you don't know that i'm doing this.
trying to be like you.
you're a really SUPER NICE person.
that's why.

but it's really hard.
to try to be someone you're not.
it's a heavy burden.
but i can't help it.
they don't like me the way i am.

i know God made me an individual.
i know i know.

but still.

BUT I JUST CANT DO IT ANYMORE.



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